The blame is on me, I know. And I take every possible punishment and action from your lips for I have wronged you and betrayed you. I hate those words, especially being used on me. But, it's the truth, I know. What I just want you to know is, I used to love you - LOTS, then. When we rekindled our relationship, frankly I have to admit, the love that I once felt for you has gone. I still love you, but not as much as then. No one could compare the love that I felt for you, back then. A sincere, untarnished, unconditional and simply pure love from a small town boy for a man he barely knew but loved. It was the love that you took for granted. You can't simply say sorry and make things go away. You just can't. It's a fact of life. I love you and I tried every possible way to close my senses and just to love you. I succeed at the attempt but I just can't bring back the love. The cut still hurts and everytime I think I'm loving you more, you just cut it off. You belittl...
One man's delirium revisited