Days of Delirium

It sucked when I had to go to my first class of the new semester on the last day of 2007. In fact, 2007 had been a rather sucky year for me. Lots of distresses, dramas, bad omen and the outcomes and on and on. But, thank God, the last day of the year has been nothing but a very nice reunion between my friends and I. My class ended early that day. It supposed to end by 11 but it did around 10.30. How cool is that? I got back to my hostel and waited for Hani to arrive here so we all can head somewhere together! By 12 something, she arrived and how we missed each other so much! It has been more than a year since we last met in the airport prior her flight to Adelaide and now, we were back together with lots of giggling and oh-my-gods! Hani, Azha and I took the bus to Mid Valley and we had our lunch there. Waffle for the year-end! Woo hoo! By 4, Fa and Zafirah arrived and the party really kicked in. Each of us armed with a drink and we comfortably had our pillow talk in the Coffee Bean, mi...

Phew, this has been a while! It's been quite some time [3-4 months] since I updated this blog. Truth saying, I have diverted to blogging on the new site which is daysofdelirium.blogspot.com . So, I never really cared about blogging here in Friendster...until someone, a friend of mine told me that I still have a bunch of people who were quite keen on my Friendster's page and read all of my blog posts. More interestingly, they BITCH about me to other people behind my back regarding of their 'discoveries' on my page and blog! I have known this through my good pal and I chose to remain silent but boy, how they went frenzy about this. Seems like the more I remained mum, the more fun they have bitching about me. Though this bunch of people seemed [and looked] pious, they still bitch about me and not even once they came to me and asked me in the face should they have any 'wild thoughts' that's bothering their mind. So, they bitch and bitch and bitch about me....

Alright, my initial plan was to write about how I spent the last day of 2007 and how my 2008 celebration [cum my birthday celebration] went but I decided to spare some time first to nag a little. Well, of course I won't say its a nag but to people who might not dig this, this might sound boring. Just read it at your own risk.. Everyone thought I had the best life. The perfect life. Boy, how that had missed the fact. My life has been nothing but a total drama of myself and every possible shits and surprises that one could ever think of. It's way not perfect at all. I'm a wreckage at times too. A complete wreckage but I still managed to put on that big smile on my face and pull people out of the darkness whenever the told me [sadly] that they are sad. You people don't even know what's the meaning of sad. I have been through all the 'sadness' and still, here I am. Alive and kicking. Sort of, that is. People expect me to be nice, smiling, happy, perfect this, pe...